Hi friends, I just wanted to let you know that I will be gone for awhile. It may be a week, it may be a month. It may even be longer than that. I have so much on my mind right now. So much that I need to do. So much to think about. I need time to heal. I may take a trip. To Illinois. To Washington DC. To Acoma Pueblo at Christmas time. I may not. I may go see Kevin and show him that I never lied and then leave. I may just wrap my arms around Joel and never let go. I may read some books and write some letters. Real letters...with stamps. I may serve Thanksgiving Dinner at the homeless shelter. I wish that I could strap Tucker on a backpack and work on a reservation. I wish that I could see those Red Mountains in Arizona one more time and watch the lightening dance off the cliff. I want to see the purple sunset in New Mexico. I want to make amends to people and let them make amends to me. I am so aware of time passing by me now. The years slip away before I have time to grasp them in my hand. In my mind. I am in a differant place in my life now. A kinder place. A gentler place. A place to reflect and be grateful. A time to feel joy. A time to feel. There is so much that I haven't done. So much that I still want to do. Have a safe Holiday. Be grateful. Feel blessed. Make snow angels and invite someone lonely to dinner. Tell people that you love them. Hold them close. Tell them that you are sorry. Be safe. Take care.