Hi everyone... Happy Monday. Have you ever looked for something and found it right under your nose? That has happened to me. I know that I have driven all of you crazy talking about Kevin, who is the "love of my life". Meanwhile I have had a friend , let's call him Joel for about 25 years. We hang out, we go to church together, go out to eat. all the things that friends do. Last night he came over and brought me some things that he got for me in San Diego. He went to a conferance there. He is a shrink. I went outside to meet him and my heart did flip flops. It freaked me out. I realized that friendship has turned to love. I think that he has loved me for a long, long time but I always considered him just a friend. He has been there for me when my life turned upside down. He loves me with no make up, if I gain a pound or two. He loves me. He accepts me. He stands beside me. He would NEVER have done what kevin did to me. Never. He is a good and honest man. I am happy. I am in love and I wanted to share it with you... My friends.